Rainbow Whirl

Her life in letters

2011-06-05T23:24:00.010+08:00

Rosie read the letter for what seemed like the millionth time in her life, folded it into four neat squares and slid it back into the envelope. Her eyes panned across her collection of letters, greeting cards, email and chat room print-outs, faxes and scribbled notes from her schooldays. There were hundreds of them spread scross the floor, each telling its own tale of truimph or success, its own story of happiness or sadness, each representing a chapter of her life.

She had kept them all.

She had spent the entire night reading them all, taking in the array of words spread out before her. Her life in ink. Her back ached from stooping and her eyes stung. Stung from the tiredness and tears.

People she had loved so vividly had come alive in her head during those hours as she read their fears, thoughts and emotions, which had once been so real but were now gone from her life. Friends that had come and left, workmates, schoolmates, lovers and family members. She had relived her life all over again that night in a matter of hours.

Without her even noticing, the sun had risen above the horizon, the seagulls were dancing around the sky, calling with excitement as their meals were being throw. Grey clouds hung like smoke rings outside her window still left behind despite the early morning rainfall.

The delicate shades of a newly formed rainbow rose from the sleepy village, stretched across the wakening sky and fell into the field opposite The Buttercup House. A vibrant vision of candy-apple red, buttermilk, apricot, avocado, jasmine, oyster pink and midnight blue all against the large grey sky. So close and vivid that Rosie wished she could hold her hand out to touch it...

♥, By Wan Ling =)
from Where Rainbow Ends by Cecelia Ahern

Just Beautiful

2011-05-24T20:31:00.007+08:00

Everything here is simply beautiful. The grey buildings seem less grey, the unhappy faces seem brighter. It's so hot here at the building though. It feels like we're staying in a greenhouse on days like today. It's such a contrast to the winter months when the sound of the fat raindrops hitting off the glass echoes around the quiet foyer. It's a pretty sound but sometimes the hailstones are so loud and forceful, threatening to smash through the glass. Right now I'm staring up at the rich blue sky dotted with white candy-floss grazing sheep. It's beautiful. So beautiful.

Convertible sports cars have their tops down and the music is blaring, businessmen have been casually strolling down the streets, with their jacket slung over their shoulders and their shirtsleeves rolled up, reluctant to get back to office. The college students have seemingly decided to call off their plans to attend lectures to flake out in large circles in the park.

The darks are gathering by the edge of the pond, glad they don't have to search for their own food today. Mounds of soggy uneaten bread float on the surface of the water, waiting to be pecked at.

A flirting couple chase each other around the large fountain, catching its cool spray on their bare arms and legs to cool themselves. Couples in love stretch out together on the grass and gaze longingly into each other's eyes.

Children use the playground while their parents relax in the sun, keeping one eye shut and another eye lazily focused on their excited off-spring, who squeal in delight. Shop owners stand at the entrance doors to their shops, watching the world go by. Office workers gaze dreamingly out of the windows from high up in their clammy, stuffy offices, enviously watching the city throb with excitement.

The sound of laughter is in the air, everyone is full of smiles, there's a spring in their step. The veranda of the hotel is busy with people taking drinks out in the sun: Long island iced-tea, gin and tonic, tangy orange with crused ice, lime-green concoctions, funny cocktails and bowls of ice cream. Clothes are being discarded and hung on the backs of chairs.

The others are getting in touch with the mother nature, feeling the cool breeze and the sun's rays streaming down to their faces. Days like this don't come around often and I know everyone wish they would. But today was really beautiful. Just Beautiful.

Nobody says you must laugh, but a sense of humor can help you overlook the unattractive, tolerate the unpleasant, cope with the unexpected, and smile through the day.
-Unknown

-With love, from Rainbow Whirl,

Adapted from Where rainbows end, by Cecelia Ahern
Cya! o(^-^)o

Believe

2011-04-24T00:03:00.010+08:00

When you're a child, you believe you can be anything you want to be, be at wherever you want to be, and do whatever you want to do. There are no limits. You expect the unexpected, and you believe in magic. Nothing is beyond your reach.

Then as you get older, the innocence is shattered. The reality of life gets in your way and you're hit by failures, and the realisation that things won't always get in your way, that you can't always do what you want to...

Why do we stop believing in ourselves? Why do we lose hope? Why do we allow setbacks and obstacles pull us back? Why do we let figures and facts and anything else but dreams rule our lives? Haven't we thought that maybe out dreams are not so beyond our grasp after all?

Nothing is impossible when you believe. Miracles happen everyday. So use your hands to create your own miracles. ^^ Remember, when you're losing strength, look f or your loved ones for support. When you're losing hope, when you want to give up, think of the reason you held on for so long and go on. Keep fighting! Chase your dreams like how couples would chase a rainbow, and how a child would chase a butterfly. C:

For my dear friends:
When it seems like there's no one there to run to in this empty world, you can come to me.
I'll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams. Though I can't promise to make them come true, but I'll always be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if ur dreams happen to fall through. :]

♥

2011-04-10T00:16:00.007+08:00

Why is it always like that? When I used to hate it so much, I can't get away. But when I finally learnt to love it, I have to leave... Does life really have to be like this all the time?

It has become such a significant part of me and my life. Sometimes, it even become an escape from reality. When I'm in band, I don't have to think of anyth else. I throw all my troubles to the back of my mind, and I just enjoy the music. And I love playing my instrument. It gives me a sense of accomplishment... But there's only...4 more days? I can't help but feel sad abt it. Everyday, I keep counting down to the day when I'm going to step down. Yep on one hand I'm glad I'll have more time to spend on studies and relax and stuff but surely the feeling of emptiness will sink in.. It has to be taken away from me when I've finally grown to love it aft so many yrs? Why? And I'll miss my dear juniors for sure. ♥

I just can't believe time passes this fast.
But no matter what happens, my happy moments in band will linger in my memory and will not fail to bring a smile on my face whenever i revisit the memories... ♥

Btw, SYF's coming! Yup, it's on the day I'll leave band. SYF is not just significant to us because it awards us a gold or silver, but it's like our final performance in fuhua band T-T

Smth a tutor said today tht all of us shud always rmb: "It's not abt the bronze, silver, or gold. It's abt what you achieved TGT AS A BAND." (: ♥

Goodbye, Band! ♥

I just want to say...

2011-03-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I really wished it all never happened... That we have never met each other...That it all never begun...
They always say... that you will never learn to cherish smth until you lose it...
现在眼看就快要失去这一切了，你怎么却一点也不在乎，还不会学会好好珍惜难道你不晓得，失去了这一切，就在也晚回不了？

All there's left will be memories, that'll tear my heart apart...

Why is is that as time passes, smiles become tears, laughter become silence and best friends become strangers? Why do things always have to change eventually?

Everytime we talk and I look at you, I suppress all my thoughts and hold back all my emotions... I'm the only silly one who still clings on to this meaningless friendship. It seems like I've long been replaced... That all the old times have long been forgotten. What abt the times when we stood by each other? Do you still rmb the times back then? I know that I haven't change, I'm still the same old me. But where had the old ____ gone to? Where is the old ____ who cared for me, shared joys with me and would wipe away my tears? You'll never know how much I miss the old days... And finally I want to scream in my heart: I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE!

But you'll always remain in my heart, no matter what happens. All the memories will be kept at the back of my head, which I'll revisit whenever I wish to. Maybe your part in my life is over, but I'll never forget you, my friend.

New Beginnings (:

2010-12-30T22:16:00.018+08:00

Oh my, today marks the second last day of 2010!!!

Surely, 2010 has been a tough year for me. It was filled with some regrets, negative emotions, thoughts, fears, hopelessness and many tears... But nevertheless, it has been a really memorable year for all of us! So let's say it's also a year filled with smiles, laughter, pleasant events, and with many valuable lessons picked up from simple happenings in life as well! We shouldn't be so pessimistic in life right? =) I'll never forget how I get by those rough patches in life. I will never forget how I fell down so hard, broke down, then get to the point which I really wanted to give up, but finally gained the courage to pick myself up and move on... But this would not have happened without the help of my besties. ^^

Thanks for being my pillars of support. Thanks for not leaving me during th e lowest point of my life. Thanks for going through thick and thin with me. Thanks for helping me to see the light at the end of the the darkest tunnel. I'll never forget what you gals have done for me. Of course, I'll always remember the happy days I had in 2010. Although there are not many, but they are beautiful memories which I'll always hold close to my heart... ♥

This year hasn't been easy for me at all. All the tough times I went through this year has made me matured a lot. (: So I'll definitely face the challenges ahead of me in 2011 with a lot more anticipation and courage than before.

In 2010, we learnt...

Come 2011...

May 2011 be as colorful as...

As delightful as...

As memorable as...

As amazing as...

As exciting as...

And as sweet & lovely as...

May we continue to...

And finally don't ever forget to work hard and play hard!!!

Every 1st jan is just the first day of another 365-day journey arnd the sun. Enjoy the trip~
All the best to everyone, for the upcoming year ahead!　As 2011 will be a year of new beginnings, let's anticipate this fresh start tgt and do our best okayy! Let's countdown tgt on 31st Dec to welcome our 2011! Bye~
Visit:
Four Leaf Clover

-Wan Ling, Rainbow Lover.

This winter

2010-12-26T20:56:00.008+08:00

Although Christmas is over, the winter is still going on in many cities...

Waking up I glance out from my window
Still feeling the chill from the falling snow
Sitting on the pane is an adorable dove
Which came all the way to send me your love

Even though we didn't spend our Christmas together
Our love is stronger than ever
Even when we're miles apart
You'll always stay in my heart

When we met in a dream last night
We held each other so tight

Hoping the dream will last forever
So we'll never leave each other

Every moment we once shared together
Both tears and laughter
Shall never fade away
Because in our hearts they shall stay...

The future is getting near
But I cannot wait for you to appear
I can give anything to feel your heartbeat once more
No one has ever made me feel this way before...

This winter has never been warmer
With your love I've got nothing to fear
I know you'll soon be back to love me again
So let the freezing cold be washed way by the rain :)

Winter will never be cold with you around...♥
By Wan Ling, aka Rainbow Lover.

(:

2010-12-22T19:14:00.011+08:00

When you're madly in love it all feels like a fairytale
every second of your life feels so perfect and real
But once he breaks your heart
you'll sink hard back into reality
and realise that forever doesn't last long
and endings are hardly happy
slowly you'll learn that you can still be strong
even without him by your side
you don't need him to take you along
you still can have a wonderful ride
bacause no one can complete you, girl.
So let ur past be washed away by the tide
and carve out for yourself brighter tomorrows
and he no longer plays a part in your sorrows... ...

Just another simple poem written by me to let girls know that no one can complete you. ^^ Enjoy~ So when you're nursing a broken heart, don't ever thing you can't go on the road without him with you. Get a grip and know that you can be happy with yourself, and never thing that you will never love someone the way you used to love him. You just haven't found the one. (: Sometimes you just have to get rid of the old feelings to make room for the new ones.
“When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn’t mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over. ” — Tony McCollum
Time is the best medicine. Surely, one day the rain will wash away ur pain and your broken heart will heal. And that's when you can venture out for love again! Just don't let anyone treat you the way you don't deserve! ;)

Once broken

2010-12-18T17:52:00.007+08:00

I'm not naive
just because I believe
that from far away
when I'm in the pouring rain
you'll come and save me from the pain
and take me away...

They all say I'm insane
to think you'll love me again
I'm now all alone
waiting by the phone
thinking love is beautiful
but why is it so painful?

Tell me you're hurt too
tell me you miss me too
oh we used to be so blissful
but I'm beginning to feel doubtful
if you ever loved me before
oh I can't think anymore!

The night when you're gone
my heart felt like it's being torn
you left without a goodbye
I really wanted to die
it was the lowest point of my life
I never thought I'd survive...

But now I meant nothing to you
It's time I let go of you
You shattered my dreams
So hopeless it may seems
but now it's all over
you're not my four leaf clover

I'm stronger than you think you know
I'll get by the harsh winter and snow
I'll not shed anymore tears
I'll cast away all my old fears
Memories of you I'll erase
I'll forget your face...

Oh I've made up my mind
a pleasant future I'll find
oh I'm no longer your toy
I care about you no more, boy.

You once let me down
with the new strength I've found
I got up from the fall
now I can stand tall
Now I no longer need to hear you from afar

and my once broken heart shall not leave a scar.

100% written by Wan Ling, aka Rainbow Lover♥!
One night I got an inspiration and spent an hour to complete this. Now I really hope I can create a melody, make this into a song and sing it!
It's been 5 years since I written a poem. So I thought I lost my talent. I felt quite awful! Then 'tink'! Once inspiration hit me it all just flew out naturally. Even I was amazed by myself. LMAO. I felt real great now cos not only my friends were generous with compliments regarding this peom, I love creating orginal works of arts. Woosh! Bye, will be back again... :)

Gone.

2010-12-05T21:08:00.014+08:00

The tornado that started spinning in me has blown everything apart. My thoughts are now in a mess. I have no clue how I can gather them back together, and if that could even happen. All that was once mine are now gone forever...I was such a fool to believe that happiness can fall in place.

My heart is now a cold, hollow shell. And the worst thing is, nothing can ever fill up the void.
Sometimes, I still wish I can wake up from this nightmare to realise that everything is fine, like how it always used to be.
They say: When you really love smth, let you go. And if it truly belongs to you, I'll come back to you. Otherwise, it never had, and never will. So, at least I learnt smth? That it never was mine?

怎么你留下最诚实的回忆都是提醒我失去的声音...
"Memories are meant to warm you up, but they also tend to tear you apart."
All the good things are just part of a dream... Which is never a reality. Nevertheless, it still pains me to accept the truth.

♫ Far away...♥

♥寂寞寂寞就好♥

Hebe jiayou! We'll always be here, rooting for you okayy...=)
Music is not just ear candy alone, but also the best escape from the horrible place we all live in. It's simply chicken soup for the soul. It's the only thing left that I want to hold on to...

Show me a smile then
Don’t be unhappy
Can’t remember when I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
Call me up when you need
Because you know I’ll be there
♥

It's always best to let the past go, no matter how much it hurt you. You got to pick yourself up from the fall, even though it's gonna be hard. And when you are able to let go, you are giving yourself a chance to have a fresh start. And you will soon find that ur everyday has become easier and much, much happier than it ever was. :)

No matter how dark the hallway is, how grey the sky is and how bleak the future may seems...
I'll continue to believe that rainbows will appear to bring me hope and dreams. ^^

-Wan Ling, Rainbow Lover.

The Worst is Over :) And the Best Awaits.

2010-12-01T20:21:00.009+08:00

I think, i think, I'm ready to move on... Right now I just have to:
Wipe my tears away and cast my fears away...
Cos nothing bad lasts forever and I'll have it all someday.
Strange things happen to me all the time. And after feeling hopeless, fearful and days of crying, I always emerge stronger. :) Nothing can put me down eventually.

♫ 春雨里洗过的太阳 ♥

我最爱的疗伤歌曲，活泼但又舒服又catchy的旋律，歌词给人很大的启发，对刚失恋的人很有帮助，像在默默地为他们打气，能让他们勇敢地面对事实，重新振作起来。

這首歌曲曲风相当轻松活泼，是力宏少见的民谣曲风，力宏表示当初会写出这样的乐曲的原因是发现现代人因为生活以及工作的压力，常常不容易快了，于是希望能夠写出让歌迷会开心一笑的歌曲，消解生活紧张压力！

I don't regret the rain and storms I went through, or all the nights i felt the pain, all the tears i had to cry all those times along the darkness, every tough road i had to take and everytime my heart would break...

Life is short, so enjoy it while you can! 这世上，如果没有经过风吹雨打，要怎么看得见彩虹？ ^^
要加油！

Sugar. Love. Just sweet ♥

2010-11-21T16:01:00.009+08:00

我很好，呢么你呢？ :( - A perfect fushion of pob and R&B

Touching song, melody and lovely voice. ♥ Strumming my heartstrings~
抒情R&B曲风，溫暖陪伴着我们，勇敢回头祝福旧爱。

When you love smth, let it go. If it somes back to you, it truly belongs to you. If it doesn't, it never belonged to you, And will never meant to be yours.

Interesting facts abt LOVE:
1.Studies have shown that if a man meets a woman (and vice versa) in a dangerous situation such as a trembling bridge, he is more likely to fall in love with her rather than if he met her in a more mundane setting such as in a office.
2. At italian weddings, it's not unusual for the bride and groom to break a glass. It's their believe that the no. of broken glass fragments will equal to the no. of happy years the couple will have. x)

No matter how hard it is, I'll continue to believe that true love will overcome all ...^^ " I can conquer the world with one hand, as long as you're holding my other hand .
Everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness and losing the one you love are the things that really hurts. Everyone confuse these things with love. But in reality, true love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again .

Boy: I’m jealous of your pillow.

Girl: Why?
Boy: It sleeps next to you everynight, it wipes away your tears, you hug it alot, and it gets to see you all the time.
Sweet die!
Btw, today's my last time blogging or using the com for at least 5 days!!! ;)
Goodbye everybody, rmb to miss me wor... *shy* LOL :3

-Wan Ling, Rainbow Lover ♥.

The sky is crying with me :'(

2010-11-16T22:49:00.009+08:00

花都开好了 MV

Perfect melody...♥
Beautiful lyrics that captured my heart and soul...♥

Here it goes~

如果没遇上那么多转弯
怎能来到你身旁
现在往回看每一步混乱
原来都暗藏方向
曾经还以为再不能承担
一滴泪水的重量
今天终于知道眼泪也可以酝酿出芬芳
再不用从别人身上去寻找信仰
爱上你我学会心里面有花就能够怒放
颜色艳了香味香了花都开好了
你是我的我有爱了世界完成了
心紧贴着手紧握着没有遗憾了
我很快乐我很快乐花开好了

Do not linger to gather flowers to keep them
But walk on
For flowers will keep themselves
Blooming all your way

Today started out real well, and even almost ended well. I was damn excited abt the 'Membership Card' & X'mas party. Then when I was abt to leave sch to get home, smth fucking happened._. And I straight away sink into this emo funk.
I really hate it ttm when my mood was so HIGH and smth stupid have to happen to ruin my whole day. Like seriously, FML. On the bus home when I was alone I actually cried. And then it started raining. I was so sad, at that point I know even the raindrops cannot cover up my tears or wash away the pain in me. All the thoughts running in my mind were nothing but negative.
Still, Thanks January and Jie Min for trying your best to lift up my spirits! Esp Jan, u're damn funny and ur sense of humour is so cute... U gals are the best horx hehe. ^^

Now, I have to say this. Even though you may never see it. Somehow, I hope the msg gets to you.

Dear ____,

Everytime we talk, everytime we look into each other's eyes, I suppress all my emotions and thoughts. And I wonder where the old friendship went to. What about the happy days we spent and wonderful memories we once shared together? I seem to be the only one who misses those days, and who wants to hold on to this meaningless friendship. It's like all these no longer matter to you anymore. Now it feels like I'm long being replaced... Finally, I'm screaming in my heart- I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE!!! WHERE HAS THE OLD DEAR ____ GONE TO? It seems like I can never find you back again. I'm very sad and tired. I will learn to let go. Goodbye,
From your old friend.

God's Rainbow

2010-11-13T01:11:00.005+08:00

Rainbows appear after mighty storms,

When things look their very worst.
Just when skies are darkest grey,
Look for the rainbow first.

The rainbow is a sign of God's promise,
That He will guide us through any storm.
That He will see us through all our troubles,
No matter what their form.

When you feel battered by life's storms,
And you are filled with doubt and dismay,
Just remember God's rainbow is coming,
it's only a prayer away.

Life is like a rainbow- you need both the sun and rain for the colours to appear♥ .

Attempt at love. (?)

2010-11-04T21:19:00.006+08:00

All of a sudden, aft listening to a song, I felt like writting a love letter.
So here it goes... ^^

亲爱的______,
你过得好吗？
夜晚，微风吹向我的脸，那瞬间，我突然感到好寂寞。
这些日子，我过的很充实。可是没有你的日子，不管多快乐，都没有什么能够掩盖我心里的空虚。 :'(
多么希望你还在我身边陪伴着我的每一天。因为不管世界变得怎么样，只要有你的爱就会像天堂般美好！ x3
离开我，你要过得比从前快乐，知道吗？
一直苦苦思念着你的女孩 ♥

I hope that was a good attempt! It was actually my 2nd attempt at writing one! (Y)
Just like to share smth with you >
My dreams tend to be wierd, they are made up of stories I dun get to think of or imagine or be in in life! No wonder they say dreams are often opposite of the reality. Hmm. And they are seldom good dreams. But I hate it to the core when I'm gg thru this most exiting part of my dream and some crap noise have to wake me up! And then I refuse to wake up and try to sleep to dream agn. Like in the (fat) hope of continuing the dream. But of cos more often than not, I failed.
Anw, I can force myself to wake up from a nightmare! So cool right? Maybe share with u the secret another day? But I guess it doesn't work for everyone la.
Bye for now,
Wan Ling Rainbow Lover. =)

30th post > Two Hearts...♥

2010-10-30T19:29:00.016+08:00

两颗心的距离...
有人说，最远的距离并不是天涯海角，而是当一个人就在你身旁时，你却看不见他。
Totally don't regret gg for band practice today!
You're never too young for balloons...♥
Anw, failed to bring one home. To comfort myself, it will burst as soon as Gary sees it lah, rofl. So nvm, no regrets wor. ^-^

Tutor was kinda funny. And he's nice horx! Willing to teach us for free, hee. x3 Still like wad Rebecca told him: We were told dat our tutor is a woman. (Y) Bonded with section dudes agn! Idk if it's a good or bad thing, (probably good?) but our section is always in a happy and bonded state when ______ is not arnd.
Am still shocked that so many ppl really dislike her, yet acted so well that they like having her arnd.. So much so dat she think she's popular! OMG, like our acting suddenly can win Oscar liao. :X
Dun worry, she doesn't visit my blog. Haha, hopefully.
Pls, pls pls. I'll pray hard dat I'll be early or at least on time for monday's headstart. Must not embarass myself agn! V.V

However, once I remind myself (accidentally) of the thought that our work load will start rushing in like flood once headstart begins, I'll sigh non-stop... Nvm. Don't think of sad things le. Mus stay optimistic. Learn from my melissa crazy daughter haha.

How I wish I'll catch a shooting star across the sky now! There're so many wishes deep in my heart that I hope can come true! ♥

Am here to share some cute & meaningful quotes with you peeps agn!
Everyone claims that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness and losing someone you love are the things that really hurt. Ppl confuse these things wif love. In reality, True love is th only thing on Earth dat covers up all th pain and make us feel wonderful agn♥.

You know you're in love when you don't want to fall asleep, cos the reality is finally better than your dreams... =)

Bought Seventeen today, like FINALLY?! (Y)
Okayy Bye for now, will be back soon!♥
Am obsessed with blogger nowadays... x3

I know

2010-10-29T19:28:00.007+08:00

ι'νє foυṉd α ωorld ωнєrє l0νє & drєαṃѕ & dαякṉєѕѕ αℓℓ ¢ollιdє .

When ur life sucks ttm, what's better than not giving up and doing all you can to carve a better life for urself? =) I know I know dat it's hard, but it's just not worth it to escape from everything. But how shud I face it? Yet I've chosen to sleep hours aft hours jus to run away fm everything... Sigh. What can I do? No one has an idea how hard is it for me. A listening ear won't help much right now, what I nid is a solution. Deep in my hart, I know that... ♥

When I'm gg thru the darkest path of my life, I just nid my dear friends, who'll always be there to go through the thick and thin with me no matter what happens. They are the ones that choose to believe in me, and make me believe in myself as well. I cannot imagine my life without you, my friends! ♥

We share joy, surrows, and all sort of crazy moments tgt. No one can and will replace ur place in my heart.
Lemme assure you that, whenever you're going through a hard time, I'll be here for you 24/7 as well, lending you a shoudler to cry on. ILY!
For your sake, I'll not lose hope, I'll remain hopeful and be strong!
Whenever you're in the dark, remind urself:

The happiest ppl don’t have everything in life. They just make the best of everything that life brings their way. So why don't we learn to extract a little happiness from simple things in life? &
The worst thing that could ever happen is not ppl giving up on and losing hope in you, but you giving up on urself.

It's the imperfections in smth that make it perfect for us. So stop looking for the missing piece, treasure ur loved ones arnd you before you realise you just lost a diamond while too busy looking for stones. ♥

Be contented, that's the greatest happiness you can ever get in life. Finally, let bygones be bygones. Dun let all that happened in he past bug you... Time is the best medicine, so let your wound heal slowly, accept the past and move on & stay strong. DON'T GIVE UP!!! x3 ^-^

Lala X )

2010-10-26T00:17:00.020+08:00

Felt very wierd the whole day. Got no idea why at first, then realised it's 'cos Jaslin was not with me all the time! LOL gals, we all feel wierd without our besties with us, don't we? ♥ Hah, I know I'm right! Then she came back. (Y) When we were all watching the touching movie, The Boy in the Stripped Pyjamas. It can really make one tear! Well I would have, if no one or nearly nobody was there. It wasn't the first time I held back all my emotions while watching something real sad when many ppl I'm not close with are arnd. Maybe, hmm maybe I shud jus let 'em flow? Nah, come to think of it, not really a good idea. LOL ت All the wierd feeling aside, today was a great day! ♥ Plus had a nice 'bonding' session with percussion mates- Rebecca, Nicola & Charmaine. LOL Are we really having a study gp? Hee will be fun. Jus hope we'll really study instead of crap arnd only- if there really is one in the end! Tml there'll be a hang out at Wang ru's? I bet I'll spend a great time there. Problem is, will I complate home-based learning in time? Sigh. =( Well let's not talk abt upsetting stuff kays? Remind urself of the little things dat make your life GREAT, and smile:D

Suddenly feel like spamming pictures & quotes agn. Oh no. Pls forgive me for having this urge. ^-^

So just be happy! You dun nid everything to be okayy to be happy from your heart.

I just know there's nothing wrong in believing in The One. Sure, it takes many heart breaks for someone to finally find his or her special one. But don't give up just yet!

Love is not who you want to see yourself with, but who you can't see yourself without.

If I had a single flower for everytime I think of you I could walk into a garden forever.
Yes. We don't need a reason to be in love! Hmm, why is this post so lovey dovey haha. Nope, I'm not in love, yet. I just dun see a reason why not to be... Soon I'll join in the craze okayy. The craze of having crushes. There're still some good reasons to be single.

-I can save myself from heartaches.

-I can be happy more becos of myself, or rather just my buddies. I dun have a him to worry abt! Be a happy individual, yeah.

Recently changed my fb profile pic to dat adorable baby!!! ^-^ =) Cute dai!

okayy goodbyeee ppl, shall end my post here. Enjoy ur day!

Hello People! ^^

2010-10-22T17:12:00.016+08:00

Heyy to all nice peeps and dudes out there, Stop being unhappy with yourself and your lives!

Remember this- Wadever happens, life has to go on. Suicide is never a choice, as suicide is only a permanent escape to a temporary problem. SO let's just face it! Problems and experiencing failures are part and parcel of everyone's LIFE, so don't complain 'why me?' when you meet up with 'em! They're there to make you stronger, to push you further, not to bring you down. So... ... When you want to let go of something, let's say a dream, think abt why you held on for so long. Don't be afraid to conquer obstacles in your life. Rmb your buddies and family are always rooting for you, so always look for 'em to give you the strength and courage you nid. GO ON, cos giving up is not an option, if your goal is to succeed. Jiayou =)
And since life goes on, whether it is enjoyable or has become a chore, it really depends on how you look at it! Life (on earth) is too short to be unhappy. One minute of unhappiness causes you to lose one minute of happiness! Live life to the fullest, and smile, always! Of course, the more you hope for smth to come, if it doesn't come eventually, the greater your disappoinment will be. But don't lose hope, you can still hope for the best while you prepare for the worse to come! ROFL. X) ♥ Every day is a brand new beginning, as we all yearn for the dawn to break... ...

Love this song ♥

碰到的事每一天都不同

有的给我眼泪有的给我笑容

终于会珍惜花开不怕花落

走过的曲折就全变成彩虹

不喜欢别人说我幸运

他们不懂我有多么努力

虽然冲动永远比坚持容易

宝贵的东西都需要很费心

遇见的人每一天都不同

偶尔失去什么偶尔学到什么

慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落

每一天的我要比昨天辽阔

连我都不相信自己的时候

只有你一直相信我

此刻我什么也不想说

因为拥抱能表达得更多

Okayyy. Now to all girls out there!! ♥ Start truly loving yourself, including your body, your skin, and everything that's you!

Stop:
-Being alive because of someone else
-Being happy because of how someone else treats you, or because someone else said he wants to love only you and be with you forever.
-Changing any part of yourself for anyone to accept you
-Keeping yourself away from that yummy ice cream treat because people told you it'd be great if you can fit into that jeans
-Critising yourself everyday when you look into the mirror, be it your skin, body or anything
-Running tracks everyday to slim down just so that hot guy will finally ask you out
-Avoiding the beach 'cos you think you look ugly in the bikini

Well, no, I'm not saying you cannot get a boyfriend! But if he doesn't like you the way you are, dump him (first)! LOVE yourself for the way you are. Accept your body, skin tone, understand that not size one body or skin type is right, and be a happy individual. That's how girls shud be! You know who you are, just be YOU. ♥

We gals often thought being beautiful will make us happy but the truth is, only by being happy, we'll be really beautiful.

Love♥,
Wan Ling, aka Rainbow Lover. =)

How's life?

2010-10-15T00:25:00.012+08:00

Oh dudes Heeyy. I'm back on blogger! Hmm. Booreeeddd to the core. I have no life! Urgh. -Shit- Was toooo bored, so went to answer yahoo questions. Earned some pts. Tsk, can't wait to be level two to rate ppl. Was initially damn happy when history paper ended cos it meant freedom. Like finally?! Still went to spend time with funny ppl at Wang ru's house. 3 idiots so omg touching! :'( And hilarious at the same time. Laughing is the best medicine to recover fm the symptoms we get for extreme mugging and stress. =) I'll rate five stars out of five for it ok!!! (Y) ERherm.. besides the 'obscene' parts, rofl. But aft movie ass hole scared jaslin and me until we panicked and screamed our lungs out with fake tarot readings( which he made it out to be so real ._.), which he only revealed to us the truth at the end of everything. AH was damn fucking freaked out. Not a nice feeling. Still HAD FUN lah. I must mention this- he's such a sadist. Can join forces with ZY alrd. Perfect match. WTF :X Mood was high, until I reached home, where boredom and rotting takes place. FML. miserable life D: Shall try to cheer up by posting super nice pics. And maybe pasting quotes all over the place to inspire me. LOL much.

o.O Nice physics.

Wow rainbows. And balloooooons. I want you. :( ♥

ﺕ

Perfect, imaginary worlds, they only exist in fairytales. I wished I could be alice, I wished I could go to Wonderland. So dreamy. ♥

Feels like music. ﺕ

2010-09-17T22:49:00.009+08:00

The day when I found my love for music...

♥ 花一开就相爱吧 林依晨 Music Video =3

Omg! They specially flew all the way to London to film this MV! Lucky Ariel =). And this MV definitely made me smile. Lovely flowers and place. C= I like the ang moh kids in the video!! Damn cute de. Enjoy :DD

郭靜-百分百mv 【完美版】^-^

Great voice... The lyrics are so romantic...♥ I like to sing this song cos it makes me feel like I'm in love! I adore the part where Claire jumps in the clouds and hug dat cloud man. Aww... sweet sweet. So sugary.
Hee..
美好的旅行 :( by Ariel Lin

因為愛過, 所以放手

而回憶珍藏的, 永遠是最美好的

两个人曾经真心相爱过的旅行，一定是美好的回忆。

SO heartbreaking. and touching.

♥

2010-09-05T22:04:00.008+08:00

You asked me to move on. But w/o u, where'd I go?

Waking up
I realise u're gone... ...

Did you really have to go
And leave my world so cold?

I wouldn't care if my heart keeps bleeding. As long as you can have a place in it.

"You’re amazing, you know that? You see me breaking, falling apart, so full of hatred, and yet you love me. You see me crying, weak and yet you remain unphased. I don’t know how you can love me, but whatever it is, I hope it doesn’t go away."

Thanks for always being there for me. Now I noe u're having a tough time, and I'll be there, gg thru this rough patch with u. You won't be alone, my friend.

Shoes dat ain't made for walking

2010-09-01T01:32:00.009+08:00

^-^

Opps! I'm stepping on a subway sandwich! :O

Hell, how many ants will this shoes attract?

Kids, haf fun!

Runway. This is even more dramatic than Lady Gaga.
Dun u think this pair of heels would help short gals be more confident?

Nice winter shoes, but what are the wires for? O.o

Erk. Who still cares abt comfort, a real princess can walk in anyth made of glass! =3

I’m most proud of the fact that this dude who lives in this house is beyond being just an avid lover of shoes, but a true American patriot as well.

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This is just complicated. But I like the ribbons =)

What does being born under the 3rd day say abt me? (scarily accurate)

2010-08-08T23:30:00.005+08:00

Your Life
Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving (and childish) kid. Because of your double and mysterious personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient.

Your Love
Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree. Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you to bounce back rapidly from all kinds of setbacks, be it physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes couldnt care less attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

INTERESTING FACT: Abraham Lincoln, Winston Churchill, and Joseph Stalin were born under the number 3 too.

Only Love

2010-07-30T23:27:00.008+08:00

The greatest happiness in life is being loved, and to love.

偶尔抬起头会看到无数颗星星
它守护着天空已经　千万个世纪
生命里　也存在一种类似的东西
那就是爱永恒的延续
Only Love 爱是我最美丽的原因
像空气自然而然就懂得呼吸
多珍惜我和你有的这种默契
传递心中的温暖和全世界分享
因为　真爱存在
如果可以　我想写段旋律给自己
别忘记　脸上要用笑容盖过泪滴
我确定　每一双单纯去爱的眼睛
说的故事　会更加动听
~Tanya Chua's Only Love

Here's a hilarious comic, dat's unrelated to happiness. It's kinda lame, though.

Frustruation

2010-07-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

Frustruation
it sometimes bring tears to my eyes.

Guys Reader?

2010-07-15T21:31:00.005+08:00

The hardest word to ever say to the one you love, (whether he is your bestie, boy/girlfriend or brother) is Goodbye.
Missing someone gets easier everyday. Well, in a way. Cos it gets one day closer to seeing him or her agn.

The biggest lie a gal makes- I'm okay. The biggest lie a guy makes- You're the only one I love.
When a guy shed tears for a gal, he has really fallen for her. The other way round- her hart is really broken and feels like giving up on him, but will never bring herself to leaving him.
When a gal lost a guy she loves, she attempts to find his characteristics in another guy. When a guy lost a gal, he just finds a hotter one.
When a gal misses a guy, she drinks to think abt him more; while he drinks to forget her- forever.
A guy adds color to a gal's world and when he leaves it, her life becomes meaningless. A gal, to a guy, is mostly nth more than jus a burden added on to his shoulder.
If a guy cheats on u, he expects u to give him another chance, and more chances. When u cheat, it's over.
Guys have a policy of forget but never forgive, while a gal forgives and never forget.

Wad do guys take gals as?
I officially think MOST guys a jerks. Guys. U're complicated, but way toooo easy to read. At least for someone like me.

Anw, i felt like a bitch today, so I wore pink rubber band. But never will agn. LOL.

Truth

2010-07-09T22:20:00.015+08:00

My world would never go round- w/o u in my life. It is really so hard for you to say the 3 little words to me?

Today is a perfect day. Hearing ur voice makes my heart flutter, without fail. ♥

Partying my boredom.

I wonder how my different my life would be without a soundtrack.

Never too young to dream. And love. ♥ ت

Wad I have learnt- Just because some ppl always acts hyper doesn't mean he is surely not emo. Some ppl does it all the time just to hide their emo side. They try to convince others and themselves that they are a HAPPY person. SO, dun be fooled.
(This definitely applys to me)
A quote here- The one person who is always good in taking care of other people is the same person who needs someone to take care of her. :O

Today, my oral is over! It's celebratory, cos it's the best oral in my life. At least in sec sch bah. But the tcher (one of 'em) is so darn discouraging. She's 1/2 asleep all the way througout the whole thing. And u know wad? I found out later that this has been gg on for days. And I doubt it's gg to stop. So I guess she simply got bored of her life. Why is she still alive then? (-.-) Ok, kidding here.. speaking of oral agn, yes, I was damn nervous. my heart was on the verge of coming out. But somehow I manage to perform. Better than I expected, u know. Thx Mira! ت Ur words which rarely comes true actually did this time round, ROFL.

Just want to tell some ppl who don't even know me- Dun try to judge me, 'cos wad you say of me is NEVER, i mean never true. Doin' this to me constantly won't do anyth good to both you and I, nither will it reflect well on yourself. Jus dun act as if u know everthing, when the TRUTH Is u jus know nth, nth at all. Jus fuck off before I do smth to u, I assure u it won't be nice, dude. DUN TAKE THE PEACE WE'RE GETTING FOR GRANTED. IT WON'T LAST FOR LONG, AS LONG AS YOU CONTINUE.

I'm a lil' bored now. Recalled abt some shows I jus watched, Spongebob Marathon & The Noose. Spongebob-Wow. Anti-spongebob DAY, I mean, Idk sb can be annoying to te extend dat ppl actually create a special hol to get out of the town jus to get away fm him, Despo much, LOL. And dat patrick was wearing a NO-Spongebob shirt. It's so cute, but dat was wad exactly at made SB depressed. Aww...
Can I dun talk abt the noose? It's hilarious to the extend dat it's really lame, but it's a really good way to relax urself, esp fm a long day of ~~bitching~~ er recieving ppl's bitching actually. Yeah, a good laugh and some crap is jus wad i neeeeed. You'll noe wad I'm talking abt aft u watch this show. Think "we are jurong". :3 I feel relived, relieved. Now, I jus nid to get a wink. And I feel like watching the hills. Still love reality shows. Cya, will be back. =3

Cravings are never ending. :( :)

2010-07-05T20:04:00.008+08:00

It's summertime, I just wish u were always by my side.

If you were to ask me wad i usually do when you're gone, I will say, think of you and wait for you to return and hold my hand in yours.

Who says these are meant for feeding ur stomach?

You're the colours to my life. Life is simply pure darkness w/o you.

Hearts the cute mini, but *no* to the bedsheets. Not nice at all. =X

Anyways, the words above are like simply, comments or quotes or wadever. Nothing like abt any guy. I'm so out of love now, and I ~~like~~ love the fact.
♥ Lookbook even more hor!!!! ;D I think they update new fashion inspirations like, everyday lor! Thank God I found this pg aft so long on google. Worth my time and effort. Will be a fan of Lookbook for entire of my LIFE. Even aft i gt damn old. ♥
*Sigh* Can't go catch Letters to Juliet. Cos blur Jaslin has no idea where the wind has blown the free tickets off to aft she moved. Disappointment is so unavoidable, cos I've been looking forward to it. Then jus 'tadah'! GONE. D: Just wish she will find it bef July ends, so can catch Despicable Me. SO Worried for O level right now.
Will update agn, so keep on visiting and keep tags coming!

Trying to be happier.

2010-07-02T20:42:00.009+08:00

Don't let the sadness of ur past and the fear of your future ruin the happiness of ur present. -Unknown

Maybe I shud start extracting a little happiness fm simple things in life. And stop, really stop trying so hard to gt rid of imperfections. Small imperfections in things make them jus perfect for u. In the effort of seeking for simple happiness in my life, I went to browse these fashion pics & inspirations in LookBook. Really cool, shall share some on my blog=)

Trying to escape fm paparazzi, but still manage to look gd and in style.

The best summer look to opt for!

Lady Gaga._. U can call me mad, but I like how her hair looks. The ribbon is super cute and definitely not easy to put in place!!

Yes, I know the pictures are no longer related to fashion. :X

OK. I'm happier now. Sorta. Am looking forward to catching Letters to Juliet on Monday. With wangru & jaslin. ^-^ Cya on dat day.. Can't wait for youth's day, but I'm wondering how am I gg to complete my math hw. It's mission impossile. Anw I hope I dun forgt to rush home in time for Spongebob maranthon. Yes, I'm a huge fan of Spongebob. Why not?

Vanilla Twilight mv- Owl City

2010-07-02T19:55:00.005+08:00

Ok, I noe I seem to b outdated, but I only saw this fanmade mv of Vanilla Twilight recently. It's sad, cute, and it always brings back memories, both gd and bad. It's abt missing ur special one, dat life will never b the same agn w/o dat special him/her. I really adore this song, both tune and lyrics. =) I mean, who wouldn't? This mv is such a gr8 job. It's so rare to see only praises in the comments. Faved! This is also the 1st mv I've seen dat's so perfect done by someone who's not a professional. So talented right? I wonder how dat person did it. Kudos to jamjam728! Hope u guys enjoy this video ^^

Random

2010-06-27T21:47:00.005+08:00

Fb quiz: Wad's the symbol of ur personality?
Results: ( SO accurate the quiz know me better than myself! )
Bountiful Basket

You are very loved. Everyone finds you a welcoming, warm person. They look to you for advice and comfort, and someone to just have a good time with. Your personality is seen as cliche and average, but in truth, you have talents and skills and ideas that no one has thoug.ht of before. You are someone with style. You are good with colors, and you know how to color people's worlds and minds to your way. You think new relationships are a coloring book, to fill them in with fulfilling conversations and meetings. You may seem nice and perfect and beautiful, you have a policy of "forgive but never forget". You always remember your enemies if you have any, and you know where to steer. Sometimes, when you're completely lost, you are dependent on friends for help. You hope they'll be there for you, but sometimes you fear that they won't be. That is something you are afraid of. You are ready to give, but you are also ready to accept. To many, it seems like you change your personality just for different people, but in fact, you are the one thing that's not changing. Other people grow on you, and grow fond of you, not the other way around. You are always yourself, and you are definite.

ت

Reunion ت

2010-06-25T18:52:00.007+08:00

To my ♥ BFFs:

I Hearts all of you! ت I dun mean to be mushy lah. Jus can't hold back anymore. :3
Yes. My life is tough, but I can't deny the fact dat God have blessed me with the fate of meeting all of you. I wonder how my life would be like w/o you gals.You gave me the most joyful, sweet and fond memories which I always hold close to my hart!

Ysd was like my best day ever. I've never felt this kinda happiness for years alrdy. I will surely rmb this day till the day I perish. (LOL). The party is such a success! Not so much 'cos of my planning, but all of you. The time constraints dun even matter, 'cos it's all the laughter dat counts right? Omy, I can still feel my hart swelling with joy.

Actually I've a lot of things to share, budden i dun haf time to write out all the details! I've asked Jaslin to help me upload the photos and a video I took dat day. Will repost agn abt the reunion. When I've got the time to. Jus wanna add on, dat ysd was so damn wonderful. Great games, great laughter, great food, great ppl!!! XD And my favourite games are Pass-the-parcel cum Truth or Dare & Special Edition Water Bomb. Can't decide which.. And the damn most memorable part ( for me )
* When everyone get mad aft drinking the Sparkling apple juice.
* My Prank Call on Wang Ru (damn hilarious).
Bye^^

Hi5 Emo Graphics Comment

Discovery

2010-06-23T19:36:00.010+08:00

People say bad memories cause the most pain
But actually it's the good ones that drive you insane.
-Unknown

I know I shud really control my cravings, but.. just looking at this pic is not too much right? =)

Though miles may lie between us we are never far apart, for friendship doesn't count miles it's measured bt the heart.

A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in silence. - Sheryl Condie

Life's like an ice-cream. Enjoy it before it melts away.
Too cute for consumption!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My hart has melted. Just like how the rabbit Fuxuan drew melted my hart.. Aww...
WoW I made such a sweet and meaningful discovery today. Lazy to post all. Will continue another day! Wondering if I shud change blogskin, cos it's, well, a little to childish? Hmm.. good blogskins are so hard to find. Almost impossible to find one w/o faults. A while ago, Jia Wei asked me if I created this blogskin._. I askes him wad made him think so. And he told me cos everytime he want to find nice ones but cannot find... :(
Can't wait for tml! But it will also b one day closer to schl reopen. Damn freaking sian, even though hols not even fun at all. Jus slacked. At least gt relax a lot bah, but still find it kinda wasted. Ah hw's giving me a headache. Bye.

Party :( ? :) ?

2010-06-23T17:51:00.015+08:00

Happy B'dae Hao Yuin! Hope we'll remain friends forever. :)

Happy Birthday Comments click here..

cute comic strip. =)

My mum bought me two skirts! Quite nice. Even though it's retro style- the style dat I dun usually go for. Anw It's the thought dat counts, right? Well I kept on saying thank u. XD Wearing to tml's reunion party. Hell, SS it's the only project I've finished!! Haven't start on math yet. Th most horrible project so far, I got no clue how to start. Fri & Sat booked for projects.. think sat I only gg in afternoon bah. I've alrdy been driven to th corner( by homework ). Haf to really chiong later at night, and sat morning. If not die. I noe I'm not gg to let myself die. :DD

There are so many things I haven't settle abt tml's party! Fuck. No time le. I can't let anyth go wrong. Cos it's not all abt me. Haiz. Treasure Hunt cannot play 'cos we short of one person to form two pairs. Now got to search parties games online to fill up the 1 1/2 hours. I really hope could ask Jaslin lor.. If only.. Er nevermind. My worries will never end. Hope I will b happier tonite, then will haf mood to party. Think I can leave it to music. To lift my mood up I mean. It never fails to! At least I believe so.

Magic. :O

2010-06-21T13:02:00.004+08:00

More Graphics Comment click here.

Hi! I'm back on my blog aft being away for 4 days! Hey I've been practising oral ysd.. Look. Apart from slacking, I'm also working hard. HAHA. But I only practise conversation. Haven't touched on reading yet. Dun tink it's as important mah. GG mira's house later. Doing B'dae card for Haoyuin tgt. Hope she doesn't see this, or it will spoil the pleasant surprise. Hee.. Anw I haven't tell her my blog yet so it shud b okay bah.
Ysd at night I watched a show called Breaking Magician's Code. Kinda nice, yet dumb. This masked man performed 'magic shows', mostly very common and famous tricks like making ladies disappear, and then revealing the tricks of the show, telling everyone how the trick is being pulled. Yes, it's a masked man. I think if he takes off his mask, he's gg to b murdered by David Copperfield or smth. No, I'm jus kidding.
Aft watching 3 episodes I realised how we, the gullible audiences, haf been fooled by those 'amazing magicians'. All the while, these magicians, no. Illusionists haf been using these lame tricks to deceive us and make us believe dat they actually haf special powers. And we've been all stupid enuf to fall into the trap. To spend a 100 bucks to catch dat David Copperfield or Criss Angel's Miracles, or wonderful or wadever magic thing.
Well I jus wonder, aft this show's telecast who, or why do ppl still wan to watch this shows anymore. It's a waste of time and, money. Cos with practise, we can even do these stuff ourselves. We dun haf to cut our body into half to make ppl think we haf special powers. I'm not kidding=X.

Nice ballons. Nice brand! And this reminds me of UP! Cute movie.x3 PS I dun think the woman is really flying. Or hanging in the air :X

Four Leaf Clover

2010-06-21T11:25:00.010+08:00

I'm looking over a four-leaf clover
That I overlooked before.
One leaf is sunshine, the second is rain,
Third is the roses that grow in the lane.
No need explaining the one remaining
Is somebody I adore.
I'm looking over a four-leaf clover
That I overlooked before.

The origins of four leaf clover, the good luck charm is tied with the Biblical history. =)
Four-leaf clover. When Adam and Eve were evicted from the Garden of Eden, Eve snatched a 4-leaf clover (which were plentiful in the Garden) as a remembrance of her days in Paradise. Also, the rarity of the plant (at one time) contributed to its value, although seeds which grow only 4-leaf clovers are now available.

In 1960 Sir John Melton wrote, "If a man walking in the fields finds any four-leafed grass, he shall in a small while after find some good thing." Since there are on average, 10,000 three leaf clovers for every instance of a true four leaf clover, Sir Melton's hunter would have had to have excellent vision as well as good luck! The mystique of the four leaf clover continues today, since finding a real four leaf clover is still a rare occurrence and omen of good luck.

The four leaves symbolizes: One leaf is for FAITH... The second for HOPE...
The third for LOVE... And the fourth for LUCK!
Right now, I just want the 2nd leaf. I think I'll be contented with it.

Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.

Ashley Smith

When am I ever not fighting? I'm tired. I really am. I really hope I can keep going on, but I'm lost for directions. Sometimes I really feel helpless. D: Maybe, maybe i shud really stop gg for perfections, stop trying so hard to b perfect. Jus stop being a perfectionist. Maybe it's time I stop looking for flaws and missing pieces.. My life would be simpler, and probably, HAPPIER. =D Believe that I will one day realise my dreams, use my hands to make miracles happen.

Jus another day..

2010-06-16T22:41:00.013+08:00

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Yay I've finished coming up w the timetable for the reunion party w Hy, Lj, Fx & E! yes, timetable. It's to be edited anw. And I nid help from elmira to organise Treasure hunt..only half way thru, LOL.I'm so enthusiastic abt the party. Think I'm born w passion for creating games. I'm jus not given enuf oppotunities. Waste of talent, lol.

Quite bored today. Tried to go fb play Pet society, but everytime i go there, the com starts lagging.. then when I close down the page, the com stops lagging. How hilarious. I think it's more than half a year since I haf played Pet Society properly. ._.

Argh!!!!! Hols over in 10 days.. Started chionging my homework alrdy. Too much to finish within 10 days. Yet I still got the mood to slack. Wad can I do? I've always been quite a slacker haha. Idk how to control myself. I told myself i will finish chem TYS today but I got carried away by the com.. with my TYS on the com table. Idk whether to laugh or cry abt it man. 10 days hols left only ah. NO more time to hang out in shopping malls. Bought a towel cake for hy.. want to buy a small key chain for her but can't find anyth nice, yet. Mus find bef 24 Jun! x3

This is a music video of 我愛雨夜花. S.H.E is the best gal grp forever. Lurv 'em. This is the 1st hokkien song I've fallen for. The tune so angelic, LOL. Still like this song, even though I dun even understand w/o looking at chinese lyrics. My hokkien too noob le. =D Mus go learn how to sing this song. The lyrics so special. I've hit the repeat button for countless times.. No matter how many times I listen to this song, I will never get bored of it. ;) Faved!

:DD

2010-06-15T15:23:00.020+08:00

No, I don't believe in hard work. If something is hard, leave it. Let it come to you. Let it happen.
-Jeremy Irons
That's why I'm always slacking. =)

Ysd went out w Wangru. Wanted to haf a morning jog at 1st, cos I like to run in the morning( aft eating breakfast la=) )and she said she wants to slim down..Budden I woke up late, then I msged her if she still wants to jog anot, but she didn't reply, so I went back to sleep.. For a while I realli didn't feel like leaving my bed..:X Yes. She didn't reply me and when I ask her later, she told me she couldn't find her phone..-.-

But we still went out anw, only dat we decided not to jog alrdy...So instead of having a morning jog we played audition. I even created a new acc haha. It's my 1st time playing, so I'm very noob, but Wangru keep saying dat I'm gd. LOL I'm still deciding whether I shud download Audition in my com or not..XD

Aft dat we went to haf lunch w Qiyun. Wangru invited me to a party. I'm so excited, haha. 'Cos I'm gg to b th main games organiser for 2 parties so far.. Will there b more comin'? I gotta wait and see!! x3 SO I got so enthu I guaranteed her it will b a damn wild party. She wanted a sleepover. OMG wad will happen durin' the night? ROFL jus kidding la. But wif me arnd, u bet her house will b turned upside down. Jus watch me.

When we went shopping, we keep trying on shoes. I realised we really haf diff taste in heels. HAHA but i still prefer flats and sneakers.=)

Here's the type of heels I like! Cute right? ^^ But I think I nid to practise walking in this type of heels.O.o So high! Think I'll fall flat on my face otherwise! LoL
Aft shopping for a while we went Timezone arcade, but can't play w/o the card. Initially we wanted to go JP arcade to play the dancing thingy (no, pls dun remind me of the other day) but wangru bought some silkygirl makeup and there was a change of plans- she decided to go home and try.. ._. She even bought fake eyelashes. When she reached home, she embarked on an extreme makeover.

She doesn't how to put the lashes on! I went Youtube to find the tutorial, but it didn't help.. Dat angmoh gal keep on saying some extra lame stuff. Anw we found out later dat she was short of cosmetic glue... =X When she completed her makeover, I was shocked! Really, even I was shocked leh. Her eyes looked so different. She asked me help her take pic, so she can put on fb to shock everyone.. Seriously, no one would recognise dat's her! LOL i bet it will drop everyone's jaws man. xD
I haven't go facebook yet, so idk how the pic's like, or whether she post alrdy or not. Will check it out later. Anw dat was a fun day out, even though only 2 of us... Thurs gg morning jog w her to sweat it out and burn the excess calories, rofl.. Anyone wants to join us? Cya!

Memories..

2010-06-13T20:09:00.007+08:00

We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams.
Jeremy Irons
Bring me forward to ten yrs later, Time Machine..I dun want to be here anymore, my life here's terrible. I want to create a life of my own. I want to lead a better life. When u're jus a little kid, u want to grow up quickly. When u've grown up, u want to go back to the times when u're just a innocent kid, when ur only worry is being scolded by mummy...The only thing u could get broken was toys, the greatest man alive was santa and u only cry when u fell down...

Growing up, u often lose more than u gain. U become more mature, but u can no longer b as carefree and cheerful like when u were jus a kid. Why do things always have to change, why do we have to grow up? The only thing that never changes, the only thing that will always remain the same are memories, fond, sweet ones, that always bring a smile on ur face. So never let ur memories die...

In case u can't see, the words are:
Hold on tight to memories for comfort,
Lean on your friends for strength,
And always remember how much you're cared about.

Anw band camp quite lame. Very lame indeed, as compared to last yr. Bonding games shud b planned beforehand right, instead of asking as wad we want to play and threatening us w drills. Tsk.. And almost full-day band prac lorh.. But it's bcos of band break comin' soon lah.. Lucky now no more band prac alrdy. Will haf more time..
* to myself
* to blog =D
* to excersise so I can get rid of excess fats( lol I'm kidding. Am not obsessed w my size hor :X)
* To shop
* To plan for reunion party w xuan, mira, hy & lj.. x3
* To emo :(
* To finsh my crap homework and projects
* To go youtube to check out new MVs.
Bye for now...

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2010-06-10T23:26:00.005+08:00

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise."
- sent by Steve
I've experienced this for the millionth time in my life. And it's still counting... ...

Tml band camp starts, how sian.
I looked at the camp schedule.. Almost all is band practise lor. Only 2 hours of Amazing race? That means it's not even amazing at all. I haven't start packing yet! And it's tml morning. U can imagine how much I dread to go. So why dun I jus not go?
I realise I've skipped enuf band practises in the past so I haf to go this time.. Haiz.
And sch hols? Nth different fm normal schl days, except u can oversleep, and have more band practices n boring homework + projects. sec3 life's really terrible in fuhua.

I intended to go out today to buy a gift for someone but i woke up so late-.- It was already 12+pm... There won't b enuf time to look for smth perfect. Besides, I'm broke!!! Shud I get a loan fm rich friends like Elmira? Dun worry, I always return, haha.
Anw this is my new blog. Idk why I started to blog agn. It's jus a wierd feeling. Aft hols are over, I won't b able to do dat agn, 'cos I won't haf time to even touch the com. Can't hols be 3 months so dat we haf more time to relax and hang out!! It's a dream that never comes true... ... ...

Pon & Zi are lovely, funny and adorable. Have been a fan of 'em for as far as i can rmb...I noe u <3 'em too!

Miss u...
Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.
-- Lamartine

Claire 郭靜- 嫁妝MV

2010-06-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

I love Guo Jing! She looks cute whether she has short or long hair...
Anw, her voice has become sweeter since her 3rd album.
This song is lovely, it's abt friendship=D
Dat friendship is stronger than love!!
Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it gets older. HaHa
Can I dedicate this song to Fuxuan?